20 || nursing student || a dreamer of every girls dream || a good listener of thoughts ||
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it’s summer. i don’t have summer classes and i am also not having my summer vacation somewhere else. pero it seems like sobrang busy ko, grabeh, that i don’t even have time para mag tumblr? neknek! hahahha. wala lang talaga masyadong magandang happening na dapat kong i-blog here. oh well, story of my life T.T
you’re kidding right.
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okay.. so right now is such a very boring day >.< i know it’s BLACK SATURDAY, but my family isn’t doing the things we used to do on this day. i was like staring at the blank space trying to construct my thoughts. ow, ow, ow. and i was also trying to understand the stuffs that happened to me these past few days. everything was very complicated. family, friends, me and all. me just gonna absorb things little by little. HIHI *.*
- a not so unusual but a shock-my-heart thingy happened last Good Friday. my family and i went to our ancestral house to spend the rest of the holy week. but as we were doing the cleaning and were preparing, we were in complete surprise when my uncle has gone wild. he was really wild to the highest extent!! he was even cursing us to death that we decided to leave the place. whoa! he was really more than creepy :|
- on the other hand, there’s this guy that i don’t know until now if i like him something more or it’s just our boosting friendship. but i don’t think our friendship is still boosting. he’s kind of getting off. it has been long since we last hang out together, texted each other, asked each other’s “how are you’s and whereabouts,” and even noticed each other’s presence. and one night he suddenly texted me that he’s sorry for being so cold and that he wanted to start our friendship again. but when i asked him what’s wrong, he doesn’t even give me a reply. well i let it passed for that night. that’s why earlier due to my curiosity and fostering boredome-ness i ended up txting him. HAHA.
- nganu di naka gapamansin?
- nganu snabero ka?
- nganu murag dili ta friends?
- good night! kabalo ko dili ka mag-reply. hehe. at least na ask na nako. bahala naka ana :p
- to me it was too much to be done. but what reply did i get? he just told me, friends man gyapun tah :) and i was like, FU! that’s it? ugh. could i just ask for more? but pride came in to me and i was kind of awakened from my unpleasant dream and realized that he’s a no one. NOBODY to me.
yeah yeah, masyado na akong OA. thanks to you tumblr for giving me a chance to speak out. hihi. like seriously, i’ve got no one to talk to about these kind of stuffs ;) wink.